The thing I want most… sleep. I want at least a routine cycle of sleep, regardless of the hours. Instead, I sleep randomly and it annoys me. I’m exhausted much of the time when I am awake.<\/p>\n
To sleep… perchance to dream!<\/p>\n
I spent the last few hours learning about a database tool. I experiment with technology when I cannot sleep. Really, I should be writing or focusing a lot more on other projects. I have a long enough list of projects that nothing new should be allowed. I need a lot more focus when I am awake.<\/p>\n
The “ADD\/ADHD” label enters my mind at these hours. What if the diagnosis of ADD\/ADHD was correct years ago? Was I any more or less productive with that label? With the medications? I don’t remember.<\/p>\n
Too many things I do not remember. I want focus. I want to finish projects.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
The thing I want most… sleep. I want at least a routine cycle of sleep, regardless of the hours. Instead, I sleep randomly and it annoys me. I’m exhausted much of the time when I am awake. To sleep… perchance to dream! I spent the last few hours learning about…<\/p>\n